Tag: Poetry
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Negative Thoughts
I see what you can’t see in me Or what you refuse to see in me So many years have been wasted on thoughts of unworthy I am unworthy of a lot of things At least that’s what I tell myself I don’t always feel that way, But when I do.. I really do
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I Don’t Blame You
When I’m feeling low and unappealing You’re always there with your natural healing The scum of the earth with a bruised ego Forever reminding myself why I don’t matter And there you are Hands ready to catch me as I fall in the pit of my own negligence I never knew what the ground tasted […]
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I Want Out
some days I want to crawl out of my body Not because of discomfort Because of too much comfort I hate the daily routine The mild confusion I get Everything gets so foggy The tiredness The fact the I refuse to change certain habits although it benefits me Too much comfort I want to claw […]
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Replaced Memories
Na, I don’t think about you anymore The tear in my heart is no longer sore I’ve been dreaming a lot Making plans in this spot Still not one thought of you Making friends, Smoking pot Minding my business And nobody even knows I knew you
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Sweet Zai
Peach color Sweet as organic honey Salivating at the thought of you You move as if you know you’re being watched And I enjoy the view I enjoy you pleasing yourself whining your hips against your fingers My favorite actually I love when you serve them to me After they’ve been so deep in your […]
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It’s no Secret
I know you still think of me It’s like your eyes sending signals through your pixels Starring through the device in the palm of your hands Directly to my mind Which is why you’re there all the time Drinking this wine make the memories I hold on to rotate so intensely I lose it whenever […]
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Our Complex Emotions
I don’t expect you to understand me I expect a deep connection One that stimulates my brain and have me weak at the knees I don’t want you to be attached to our relations Leave me with the satisfaction that you don’t need me Come back to me when you’re detached from the idea of […]
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Afraid of Healing
Afraid to heal my deep wounds Afraid life will be too simple Afraid of missing the pain Afraid I won’t have an excuse to disappear Afraid I won’t need to scream at the top of my lungs when I’m too weak Afraid I won’t grow without trauma Afraid I’ll never be the same I’m afraid […]
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I See Right Through You
I’m not sure why you disguise yourself But that mask doesn’t fool me I can smell you a mile away Trickling through the cracks of too late I waited for you to reveal your true self I’m run down and quite over your play I’m not amused And quite frankly you’re not too good at […]
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Did I Get your Attention?
What am I missing? Masculinity? Does my face not resemble the architect of a model? Am I not extended over your shoulders enough to look down upon you? Has my brain not reached the intellect capacity you seek so much? Am I too reserved for your you? Your narcissism has reached its peak Stretching my […]