Posted in Free Thought, New Post, Poetry

Afraid of Healing

In Their Own Words By Nathan Bond

Afraid to heal my deep wounds

Afraid life will be too simple

Afraid of missing the pain

Afraid I won’t have an excuse to disappear

Afraid I won’t need to scream at the top of my lungs when I’m too weak

Afraid I won’t grow without trauma

Afraid I’ll never be the same

I’m afraid of change

Posted in Free Thought, Misc., New Post, Poetry

Did I Get your Attention?

Drained II By Kai Samuels-Davis

What am I missing?

Masculinity?

Does my face not resemble the architect of a model?

Am I not extended over your shoulders enough to look down upon you?

Has my brain not reached the intellect capacity you seek so much?

Am I too reserved for your you?

Your narcissism has reached its peak

Stretching my arms out in desperation

I have yet to get your attention

I may never

I left a note for you, about you

Hopefully that’ll get your attention

I left a piece of my heart incase you have overused yours with worthless beings that’d rather see you cry

I reserved a space in my home incase they’ve had enough and drained you

I hope me giving is enough

I hope that gets your attention

Posted in Free Thought, Misc., New Post, Poetry

It Was Always You

I realized you were the one when you stayed longer

You listened to my worries,

even when repeated

I really wanted you there and you wanted to be there

You leaned into my trauma, not taking it on as your own

But to be my support blanket

You wrapped your warm arms around me

Night and day

Day and night

Some days we never saw the sun come up

You watched me stretch across that finish line

You waited for me on the other side

It was alway you

Posted in Free Thought, Misc., New Post, Poetry

One Last Chance

Miss You Saigon By Mikey Espinosa

To escape the boundaries you have set around us

I must escape the idea of being the only one

I must transcend myself into your shoes

In hopes of a different perspective

To find myself back into your presence

I must breed the confidence of the woman you aspire to be

I must transform myself into the woman you lust over

To melt into your arms all over again

Another chance is all I need

Posted in Erotica, Free Thought, New Post, Poetry

Safe Word

I am invisible to you

So I think

I fantasize about you daily

In hopes of manifesting you into my bed

Or yours

Intertwined in your soft thick thighs

You take the lead this time around

Planting kisses on every sensitive spot

Wrap your hand around my neck

That grip just makes everything that much more intense

Don’t hold back

I’m no angel

Treat me roughly

Do what comes to mind

My only safe word is more

It’s what I desire

Posted in Free Thought, New Post, Poetry

I care enough to let go

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Sea of Thoughts By Lindsay Rapp

There is no room for me

I’ve tried placing myself in your space

We just don’t fit

You want it your way and I need it mine

I always knew we would part ways

Just not with hate in our hearts

You want what’s mine

You want my time

You want my mind

You want all of me

I’ve expressed my concern of ownership,

And I am not one to conform

I want what’s mine

I need my time

I cherish my mind

All of me is not an option.